Unmei no Hito – Jealousy (One-Shot)
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shirobara_93Title : 運命の人 – Jealousy (One-Shot)
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shirobara_93
Pairing : Juntoshi, Ohmiya, Junba, mention-of another pair at the end.
Rating : PG
Genre : Crack(?), Fluff (?)
Summary : It’s Jun’s birthday and when he just though to make a surprise for Jun’s birthday…
Disclaimer : Sorry, I didn’t own them. Only the idea.
Warning : Un-beta, unstructured grammar and lack of vocabulary (m_m)
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He stretches up his body after long hours of completing his new artwork. It’s already 10 o’clock. He fishing up for his phone, wants to call his buddy to let him know about his complete artwork. It was then, reminder of his phone pop up. There is a week left until Jun’s birthday. He set the reminder a week ahead as he needs to prepare surprise for his husband.
Satoshi think hard, what to get for his husband. He always feels grateful having such a handsome and considerate husband as Jun. Jun is soooo nice towards him. He wants to give him something expensive, maybe clothes. But, he knows Jun already have so much clothes, more than enough and his taste is much better than Satoshi. Then, he thought of something memorable and more of his forte. Drawing maybe. His surprise present already 90% finished. Just the bigger one need to have its final touch up. And he needs perfect occasion to complete his surprise.
Satoshi thought to watch for Jun’s likes. Another thought across his mind. What about having lunch with Jun? Ha! Maybe then he would know what kind of restaurant suit Jun’s taste. Jun told him beforehand that he will be at his photoshoot set which located inside the company building itself. He did ring Nino and make his way to Jun’s work place after having a refresh bath.
The girl at the reception desk already know him; first she did attend their wedding, and second it’s not his first time there searching for Jun. She smiles to him and direct him to the floor where Jun’s photoshoot is held. He thanks her before slip into the photoshoot studio as silent as he can be since the they are still in the middle of photoshoot session.
Satoshi looks awe at Jun. His Jun so handsome, cool and sexy in his eyes with those skinny jeans on him. Maybe he will put this scene also as the sketchbook. It’s like photoshoot for jeans and Jun is not the only model for it. There is another model, male model, posing shoulder-to-shoulder with him. Out of sudden, some unfamiliar feeling creeps into Satoshi heart. His hand grip hard on his clothes hanging on his chest. He don’t know why he feel hurt, like knife stabbing right on his heart watching that scene.
The other model just taller maybe just few centimeters than Jun, but they look so good together. They continue the session for another half an hour, and Satoshi just stand there all alone, like everything move faster around him. His eyes fixate on those two that have been the centre of the session, but it seems no one notice him.
After the session ended, Jun and his model partner back to the make up room. Satoshi stand there watching at them before moves to the make up room. He still stuck there clutching to his clothes. Later, it struck him; his initial intention to invite Jun for lunch. Satoshi makes his steps to the make up room. But once again he struck from approaching the model. He stand at the entrance watching the intimate models before his eyes.
“JunJun is meanie. How can you ignore me on my birthday,” the taller said while hugging Jun from behind. Then Satoshi see it. Jun smile while his hand caresses the other hand around his neck. “I’m sorry Masaki. I have plan that day. I’ll make up to you later, okay,”
“Yatta! This is why I love JunJun,” the taller lean down and kiss Jun’s cheek. Satoshi cup his mouth, avoiding any unnecessary voice out from his mouth. He wants to run away from there, but he feet won’t move, his ears wants to hear Jun’s answer.
“I love you too, Masaki,” Jun said while ruffling the other hair. That’s it. It enough for Satoshi. He dash out from there without facing Jun. He walks weakly when his foot out from that building. He just walks without any destination. He wants to be strong. He wants to believe Jun. But part of his heart don’t feels like that.
Suddenly he feels soooo inferior that Jun. Out of sudden he feels that he didn’t deserve someone like Jun. Even though Jun once convince him about that, but he don’t know why those feels creeps in his heart once again. Jun looks suit together with the other model. He knows he should ask Jun straight ahead. But he can’t.
***
“Jun!” Satoshi barge in after hearing Jun’s word. It’s like his presence is unexpected for both models. Yeah, of course, it is impromptu action to ask Jun out for lunch. Jun stare shocked at him. “Satoshi! What are you doing here?”
“I just want to ask you out for lunch. But it seems you to are too busy with each other and didn’t notice me,” Satoshi sound so jealous and beam at the other model. The other model approach him and stand highly before him. It makes Satoshi feels smaller than his height, even he is smaller than then other. But he can’t show his weakness now. “Jun, who is him?”
“I’m his husband,” Satoshi try to search for Jun’s face but he stunned to see Jun sit lazily on his chair looking at his phone’s screen ignoring him. “Ahh, husband. So he is the one you always talk to me about. Your husband that too occupy with his work and don’t have time for you,”
That statement is not enough to surprise him, but Jun also nods agreeing to the statement. He looks unbelievably at Jun. Jun rise from his chair and come close to them. He can say that didn’t surprise to see Jun taking the model side instead of him after what being told to him. It looks like Jun didn’t satisfy with him and talk about their marriage to the model. He don’t know what’s Jun talk about to him, but for sure it wasn’t a good story to be heard by him.
“I’m sorry, Satoshi. But I can’t proceed with this marriage. I’ve found somebody else that would spend his time with me. You always busy with your art and don’t have time for me while he does. Oh yeah, this is Masaki. My future husband after I divorce you later,” Jun talks calmly while his hand sneak around the taller’s waist.
“But, Jun..”
“I’m sorry Satoshi. I’ll send the form letter to you. For now, would you excuse us? Let’s go Masaki,” Jun holds Masaki hand, passed him and let him there dumbfounded.
***
Satoshi shakes his head vigorously, denying the images that come across his head. That maybe the case, but he thinks his heart is not ready for that. Unconsciously, he already standing in front of Akatsuki Gallery, the one which sell his artwork. He can see Nino deals with the staff from outside. He makes his moves into the gallery and step closer to Nino before gently tap his buddy shoulder.
“Ohchan! You startled me. What are you doing here?” Satoshi smiles to him while Nino lead him to the nearest stool. “Nothing. I just finished my artwork when I realize it’s been a long time from last I stroll around town,”
Nino nods and they talking while wandering around the gallery. Once a time Nino would introduce him to the staff the always take care of his artwork. The staff named Chinen, Chinen Yuri. If Satoshi is small, believe him, the staff is much smaller than him. Nino told him that Chinen really loves his artwork and it makes his heart flutter when he heard that. Chinen is younger than them, around 12-13 younger and he just graduate from university and works there as an intern.
When his stomach grumble, ask for food, they spend time to have lunch together; 3 of them. They talk a lot over the meal. And Satoshi can see adoration in Chinen eyes whenever that boy talks about art, and his work. More or less the encounter with Chinen makes Satoshi forget about his internal problem. He also didn’t intent to talk over with Nino. He knows, he still can hold over it.
After done with lunch, Satoshi back to his home. And then, that’s it. He tries to act as natural as possible. If is it true that Jun wants to separate from him because he spend less time with him, then all he can do is to prevent it. How? He must gain Jun’s attention back. As now he didn’t have any art to finished off (except the one for Jun), so he can spend his ample time with his husband.
First thing he does when he reach home, Satoshi open their refrigerator and look up for ingredient for their dinner. Jun did told him that he will be back before dinner and Satoshi still have time to go shopping and prepare dinner for them.
Few minutes before Jun reach home, Satoshi done with their dinner preparation. It is just simple pasta and few side dishes, and of course Jun’s favorite, crab cream croquette. He hope there’s till chance to win over Jun’s heart. When he heard the front door being unlocked, sign of Jun’s return, Satoshi rushed to the front door to welcome his husband.
“Okaeri!” Jun doesn’t have time to properly greet his husband when Satoshi jump on him and hug him tightly. It’s quite surprise him, but he don’t mind it as long as his small man in his hold. He lean down and kiss the exposed neck while supporting Satoshi. “Tadaima,”
Satoshi smile to Jun before kiss his lips tenderly. Jun ready to reply the kiss but Satoshi end it as fast as his start. With redden face, Satoshi pull Jun’s hand toward the dining table. Jun quite stunned with all the meals on the table. It is not that Satoshi didn’t cook for them, but rarely this luxuriously unless for certain occasion. “Satoshi, is there any celebration going on?”
Jun sit down on his chair while Satoshi takes his seat beside him. Satoshi just shakes his head and smile. “Hmmm, nothing happen. Just now I have time to cook like this since I’ve finished my work. Let’s eat, before it’s getting cold,”
Jun nod and dig in. “UMAIIII!!” It brings smile to Satoshi’s face. They exchange story about what they’ve done today. Jun did mention that he had photoshoot with the other model that he saw today, but Satoshi didn’t mention anything about that. To be exact, he becomes silent abruptly. He didn’t told Jun that he did drop by. He just told him that he went out lunch with Nino and other person from the gallery.
Satoshi may be not realized but, Jun did become quiet too when Satoshi talk excitedly about his new made friend. Is it Chinen? That boy name. From what Satoshi told him, he can recognize that the-boy-named-Chinen did put some liking towards his husband. And of course, his carefree husband wouldn’t notice such thing around him. For some reason he got jealous towards that boy that he never met. The idea of Satoshi will go out meeting that boy number of times in the future makes his heart beat in unrhythmic manner. Feeling a little bit stab onto his heart.
***
It seems that Jun was soooooo busy during this full week. He doesn’t have chance to talk with him about his plan for his birthday. Tomorrow is Jun’s birthday and he plan to have dinner with him tonight, talk leisurely until midnight hit in and being the first person to wish him birthday. He goes to their bedroom to ask Jun to go for dinner with him. But the scene before his eyes shocked him. Jun already in his shirt, ready to go out. ‘Did he knows about my plan? And that’s why he already finished changing?’
Satoshi just about to open his mouth when Jun eyes met him and talk in rushed, “Satoshi, I’m gonna out for awhile. I won’t having my dinner at home, so eat something without me. And maybe I’ll come home late. Sleep first and don’t wait for me, right,”
“Hai, hai, Masaki. I’ll be there in sec. Wait for me, ne,” Jun went in flash while pick up his phone and talk. Satoshi did catch up what come out form his husband mouth and he just stand there like when he saw Jun with the other model last week. Without he notice, he can feel his cheek wet and when he touched it he knows that is due to his tear.
But he didn’t want this to end. He does love his husband. Maybe he’s not a talker and he wasn’t good with words, but he really loves him. REALLY REALLY LOVE HIM. Satoshi took the sketchbook that he going to give to Jun as one of his birthday present and dashed out from their home. He really glad that Jun install the GPS in their smartphone, so that he knows where Jun is heading.
There, Satoshi stand still in front of hotel and he can see Jun entering the restaurant that situated near the lounge. He went inside and sits not far from Jun’s table. As he though, the other model named Masaki already waiting for him there and he looks pretty drunk for Satoshi. Just as Jun arrive at the table, the model jump on him and flop into Jun’s hug. The unwanted feeling creep in again. Satoshi can’t clearly hear what the other model talks since he seems didn’t talk properly. But he can clearly hear Jun’s answer.
“Don’t be like this, Masaki. You know that I love you. I won’t leave you, Masaki,” That was enough for Satoshi. It looks like it’s the end for them. He calls for the waiter and pass him the sketchbook that he hold earlier. “Can you help me? Please pass this to the customer behind me when he about to left. Can you do that for me?”
The waiter nods and takes the sketchbook with him. Satoshi left the hotel and went to his home. No. It’s their home that he lives with his husband now. It’s his old apartment that he still rent to keep some of his artwork and sometime he does drop there to finish his work. He call Nino since he really needs to talk to someone. It is the first time he loves for someone and his first heartbreak.
Nino came in rushed. Satoshi cried at the moment he saw Nino’s face. Nino just hug him and rock his body to calm his sobs. He told Nino everything. About the scene he saw when he drop by at Jun’s workplace, how Jun say he love the other model, about what he saw and heard at the restaurant earlier. He pours it all out. Nino be a good listener and just be there for him.
Satoshi is never a good drinker but he already at hid 7th can of beer that night. He just needs more alcohol inside his vein. He needs to forget all his pain. He is too drunk to realize the present of another person at his room. Too drunk to realize he is not in Nino arm anymore. But the cologne of the other awakes him. They spend their life together almost 1 year and alcohol won’t cloud his memory of his husband smell.
“You! What are you doing here! Go there! Go! To your model! I don’t want to see you!” Satoshi quite angry at Jun and resist in Jun’s hug but Jun won’t let him go. Nino already left earlier. Nino is the one that open the door for him. He almost got punched on his face when Nino scolds at him, about him making Satoshi cry. But he properly talk to Nino that everything is just a misunderstanding. It is not easy to convince Nino but, he need to before he can meet Satoshi.
Satoshi continuing crying in his hold and let it all out. All his jealousy. All his suspicions. Jun realize it is his mistake not to talk to Satoshi about all this from the beginning. It looks that Satoshi is too tired and fall asleep in his arm. Jun carry him to his bedroom and lay him on the mattress. He put the sketchbook at the bedside table before face his husband and hug him to sleep. Seriously, this wasn’t what he want to be the first thing in his birthday and he determined that those couple gonna pay for this later.
***
Satoshi wake up with throbbing head. Then, he realizes that he is not on their bedroom. One by one memory from last night pass his mind and there he notice that he sleep in Jun’s arm. He quickly sits upright and pushes Jun until the other fall beside the bed. Jun wakes from the sudden fall and look at Satoshi.
“What are you doing here? Didn’t you spend your night with your loved one?” Satoshi pout and try to stand up but Jun immediately pull him down and he fall into Jun’s embrace. Jun hug him tight and he really resist him but it seems that the model posses larger amount of strength than him. “Yes. I did spend time with my loved one last night. Until morning. Until now,”
Jun tried to kiss him but he dodges it well. “You know what I meant right? Don’t play dumb. Let me go if you don’t want me anymore,”
Satoshi stare blankly at the wall, resist his tears from fall. He can feel Jun stiffen and his hold loosen. He let it like that. “Didn’t you love me anymore, Satoshi?”
Jun’s voice crack. Satoshi notice that. But his heart also cracks. “It is not me that not loving you. I do love you, you know. Love you with all my heart. But it is you that not loving me anymore. It is you who having other lover behind my back,”
Jun smiles hearing his husband confession. His hand going up and cupping his husband face before his him senselessly. He tries his best not to respond to the kiss and then he heard Jun’s grumble before he exert more towards the kiss. There, Satoshi loss at the battle. His body betrays him when they unconsciously wrap arounf the other neck and kissed him back. After a while, Jun broke the kiss and smile. Satoshi pout looking at the winner smile on Jun’s face. “Thanks for the birthday kiss,”
“That was not your birthday kiss. It was your goodbye kiss. I’m leaving,”
“No, no. You’re not leaving before hear me out, Satoshi. It is misunderstanding, honey,”
“I don’t think other people will say ‘I Love You’ to other people than his husband or loved one,”
“There are,”
“For who?”
“Family?”
“Family? Jun, what are you trying to say here? I don’t get it all,”
“Masaki. The model that you saw me last night, he is my brother. My half-brother,” Satoshi’s jaw drop hearing at that. He never hear about Jun having half-brother. Furthermore, he didn’t notice him neither during their wedding ceremony nor their wedding reception. As Jun can read his mind, he did answer his question, “He can’t attend our wedding since he was having fashion show oversea,”
“Then, the last time when you say you would make up for his birthday-”
“Because we always celebrate it every year but not last year. His birthday is on 24th December, Christmas Eve. Last year Christmas Eve-”
“You are with me for our one month anniversary. Then, last night at the restaurant?”
“Ah, that one. He just moody since his boyfriend too busy to accompany him yesterday,”
“He already have boyfriend?”
“Yes. Newscaster. Sakurai Sho, if I’m not mistaken,”
“Jya, all this time,”
“Yes. You are mistaken about us, and partly it was my mistake not to introduce Masaki-nii to you. So, no need to feel jealous anymore, ne” Jun pinch Satoshi’s nose before bit it lightly. Satoshi become embarrass that Jun can see directly into his heart
“Wh-who said that I’m j-je-jealous?” Satoshi try to hide his redden face but Jun cup his cheek so that their eyes met. He try not to look at the other eyes, but he can’t. It’s been a long time since they spend their time doing nothing other than looking at each other eyes. Letting the eyes talks their heart out, “Hai, I admit. I feel a little bit jealous toward Masaki-nii,”
“You know, I’m not mad at you. At your jealousy. At least, I can hear your love confession. It’s rare you know, to hear your heart out,”
“You know, that I’m not good with word,”
“Yes, yes, I know. That’s why I’m gonna treasure this moment,” Jun pulls him back into his embrace. “And thank you for your present,”
“Present?”
“Yeah. Those sketchbook you hand over to the waiter. I don’t know you made such thing for me. It’s beautiful, Toshi” Satoshi suddenly feels proud hearing to his husband praises.
“Actually I have another present. But at my work space at home,” Jun put distance a bit to properly look at Satoshi face. “You do?”
“Un. I’m planning to have dinner with you and pass time leisurely until midnight before wishing you birthday and pass the present. But as you know, thing turns messed up and,”
“No need to talk anymore. I do know the feel of jealousy,”
“Eh, you do?”
“Un, the Chinen boy. He likes you, you know,”
“Eh, really? I don’t think so, really,”
“You’re too carefree to see it, Toshi. Therefore, no more going out with that Chinen boy unless you bring Nino with you, okay,”
“Hai, sir,” Satoshi smile to the request before slump into Jun’s hold. They lay down lazily playing with their intertwined fingers.
“Oh yeah, Happy Birthday, Jun,” Satoshi said with lips on Jun’s cheek.
“Because we missed your plan last night, how about carrying it out today. I got my free day and we can pass it as your plan,” Satoshi agrees to the suggestion. They stand up and back to their home. Satoshi re-plan his birthday-date in his mind and this time, he must carry it out successfully. As, there is still another present awaits Jun at their home.
Yeah. This time. No more jealousy. Although is put up some spices in their marriage life, but he think he doesn’t need it too often since it’s too hurt for them. Yeah. It’s their time now.
END
a/n: Yay!! This is the continuation for Unmei no Hito one-shot. Hope you guys like it ^^. Still, I don’t really familiar with the genre and rating. Please be kind with me. Gomen ne~
This fic is written for Jun’s birthday and I need to apologize to Oh-chan. Gomen ne, Oh-chan…I messed up with your age. Hontou ni gomen ne~
p/s: By the way, English is not my native language, pardon for any grammar mistakes and lack of vocab ne~ Comments are loved ^^
Author :
shirobara_93Pairing : Juntoshi, Ohmiya, Junba, mention-of another pair at the end.
Rating : PG
Genre : Crack(?), Fluff (?)
Summary : It’s Jun’s birthday and when he just though to make a surprise for Jun’s birthday…
Disclaimer : Sorry, I didn’t own them. Only the idea.
Warning : Un-beta, unstructured grammar and lack of vocabulary (m_m)
He stretches up his body after long hours of completing his new artwork. It’s already 10 o’clock. He fishing up for his phone, wants to call his buddy to let him know about his complete artwork. It was then, reminder of his phone pop up. There is a week left until Jun’s birthday. He set the reminder a week ahead as he needs to prepare surprise for his husband.
Satoshi think hard, what to get for his husband. He always feels grateful having such a handsome and considerate husband as Jun. Jun is soooo nice towards him. He wants to give him something expensive, maybe clothes. But, he knows Jun already have so much clothes, more than enough and his taste is much better than Satoshi. Then, he thought of something memorable and more of his forte. Drawing maybe. His surprise present already 90% finished. Just the bigger one need to have its final touch up. And he needs perfect occasion to complete his surprise.
Satoshi thought to watch for Jun’s likes. Another thought across his mind. What about having lunch with Jun? Ha! Maybe then he would know what kind of restaurant suit Jun’s taste. Jun told him beforehand that he will be at his photoshoot set which located inside the company building itself. He did ring Nino and make his way to Jun’s work place after having a refresh bath.
The girl at the reception desk already know him; first she did attend their wedding, and second it’s not his first time there searching for Jun. She smiles to him and direct him to the floor where Jun’s photoshoot is held. He thanks her before slip into the photoshoot studio as silent as he can be since the they are still in the middle of photoshoot session.
Satoshi looks awe at Jun. His Jun so handsome, cool and sexy in his eyes with those skinny jeans on him. Maybe he will put this scene also as the sketchbook. It’s like photoshoot for jeans and Jun is not the only model for it. There is another model, male model, posing shoulder-to-shoulder with him. Out of sudden, some unfamiliar feeling creeps into Satoshi heart. His hand grip hard on his clothes hanging on his chest. He don’t know why he feel hurt, like knife stabbing right on his heart watching that scene.
The other model just taller maybe just few centimeters than Jun, but they look so good together. They continue the session for another half an hour, and Satoshi just stand there all alone, like everything move faster around him. His eyes fixate on those two that have been the centre of the session, but it seems no one notice him.
After the session ended, Jun and his model partner back to the make up room. Satoshi stand there watching at them before moves to the make up room. He still stuck there clutching to his clothes. Later, it struck him; his initial intention to invite Jun for lunch. Satoshi makes his steps to the make up room. But once again he struck from approaching the model. He stand at the entrance watching the intimate models before his eyes.
“JunJun is meanie. How can you ignore me on my birthday,” the taller said while hugging Jun from behind. Then Satoshi see it. Jun smile while his hand caresses the other hand around his neck. “I’m sorry Masaki. I have plan that day. I’ll make up to you later, okay,”
“Yatta! This is why I love JunJun,” the taller lean down and kiss Jun’s cheek. Satoshi cup his mouth, avoiding any unnecessary voice out from his mouth. He wants to run away from there, but he feet won’t move, his ears wants to hear Jun’s answer.
“I love you too, Masaki,” Jun said while ruffling the other hair. That’s it. It enough for Satoshi. He dash out from there without facing Jun. He walks weakly when his foot out from that building. He just walks without any destination. He wants to be strong. He wants to believe Jun. But part of his heart don’t feels like that.
Suddenly he feels soooo inferior that Jun. Out of sudden he feels that he didn’t deserve someone like Jun. Even though Jun once convince him about that, but he don’t know why those feels creeps in his heart once again. Jun looks suit together with the other model. He knows he should ask Jun straight ahead. But he can’t.
***
“Jun!” Satoshi barge in after hearing Jun’s word. It’s like his presence is unexpected for both models. Yeah, of course, it is impromptu action to ask Jun out for lunch. Jun stare shocked at him. “Satoshi! What are you doing here?”
“I just want to ask you out for lunch. But it seems you to are too busy with each other and didn’t notice me,” Satoshi sound so jealous and beam at the other model. The other model approach him and stand highly before him. It makes Satoshi feels smaller than his height, even he is smaller than then other. But he can’t show his weakness now. “Jun, who is him?”
“I’m his husband,” Satoshi try to search for Jun’s face but he stunned to see Jun sit lazily on his chair looking at his phone’s screen ignoring him. “Ahh, husband. So he is the one you always talk to me about. Your husband that too occupy with his work and don’t have time for you,”
That statement is not enough to surprise him, but Jun also nods agreeing to the statement. He looks unbelievably at Jun. Jun rise from his chair and come close to them. He can say that didn’t surprise to see Jun taking the model side instead of him after what being told to him. It looks like Jun didn’t satisfy with him and talk about their marriage to the model. He don’t know what’s Jun talk about to him, but for sure it wasn’t a good story to be heard by him.
“I’m sorry, Satoshi. But I can’t proceed with this marriage. I’ve found somebody else that would spend his time with me. You always busy with your art and don’t have time for me while he does. Oh yeah, this is Masaki. My future husband after I divorce you later,” Jun talks calmly while his hand sneak around the taller’s waist.
“But, Jun..”
“I’m sorry Satoshi. I’ll send the form letter to you. For now, would you excuse us? Let’s go Masaki,” Jun holds Masaki hand, passed him and let him there dumbfounded.
***
Satoshi shakes his head vigorously, denying the images that come across his head. That maybe the case, but he thinks his heart is not ready for that. Unconsciously, he already standing in front of Akatsuki Gallery, the one which sell his artwork. He can see Nino deals with the staff from outside. He makes his moves into the gallery and step closer to Nino before gently tap his buddy shoulder.
“Ohchan! You startled me. What are you doing here?” Satoshi smiles to him while Nino lead him to the nearest stool. “Nothing. I just finished my artwork when I realize it’s been a long time from last I stroll around town,”
Nino nods and they talking while wandering around the gallery. Once a time Nino would introduce him to the staff the always take care of his artwork. The staff named Chinen, Chinen Yuri. If Satoshi is small, believe him, the staff is much smaller than him. Nino told him that Chinen really loves his artwork and it makes his heart flutter when he heard that. Chinen is younger than them, around 12-13 younger and he just graduate from university and works there as an intern.
When his stomach grumble, ask for food, they spend time to have lunch together; 3 of them. They talk a lot over the meal. And Satoshi can see adoration in Chinen eyes whenever that boy talks about art, and his work. More or less the encounter with Chinen makes Satoshi forget about his internal problem. He also didn’t intent to talk over with Nino. He knows, he still can hold over it.
After done with lunch, Satoshi back to his home. And then, that’s it. He tries to act as natural as possible. If is it true that Jun wants to separate from him because he spend less time with him, then all he can do is to prevent it. How? He must gain Jun’s attention back. As now he didn’t have any art to finished off (except the one for Jun), so he can spend his ample time with his husband.
First thing he does when he reach home, Satoshi open their refrigerator and look up for ingredient for their dinner. Jun did told him that he will be back before dinner and Satoshi still have time to go shopping and prepare dinner for them.
Few minutes before Jun reach home, Satoshi done with their dinner preparation. It is just simple pasta and few side dishes, and of course Jun’s favorite, crab cream croquette. He hope there’s till chance to win over Jun’s heart. When he heard the front door being unlocked, sign of Jun’s return, Satoshi rushed to the front door to welcome his husband.
“Okaeri!” Jun doesn’t have time to properly greet his husband when Satoshi jump on him and hug him tightly. It’s quite surprise him, but he don’t mind it as long as his small man in his hold. He lean down and kiss the exposed neck while supporting Satoshi. “Tadaima,”
Satoshi smile to Jun before kiss his lips tenderly. Jun ready to reply the kiss but Satoshi end it as fast as his start. With redden face, Satoshi pull Jun’s hand toward the dining table. Jun quite stunned with all the meals on the table. It is not that Satoshi didn’t cook for them, but rarely this luxuriously unless for certain occasion. “Satoshi, is there any celebration going on?”
Jun sit down on his chair while Satoshi takes his seat beside him. Satoshi just shakes his head and smile. “Hmmm, nothing happen. Just now I have time to cook like this since I’ve finished my work. Let’s eat, before it’s getting cold,”
Jun nod and dig in. “UMAIIII!!” It brings smile to Satoshi’s face. They exchange story about what they’ve done today. Jun did mention that he had photoshoot with the other model that he saw today, but Satoshi didn’t mention anything about that. To be exact, he becomes silent abruptly. He didn’t told Jun that he did drop by. He just told him that he went out lunch with Nino and other person from the gallery.
Satoshi may be not realized but, Jun did become quiet too when Satoshi talk excitedly about his new made friend. Is it Chinen? That boy name. From what Satoshi told him, he can recognize that the-boy-named-Chinen did put some liking towards his husband. And of course, his carefree husband wouldn’t notice such thing around him. For some reason he got jealous towards that boy that he never met. The idea of Satoshi will go out meeting that boy number of times in the future makes his heart beat in unrhythmic manner. Feeling a little bit stab onto his heart.
***
It seems that Jun was soooooo busy during this full week. He doesn’t have chance to talk with him about his plan for his birthday. Tomorrow is Jun’s birthday and he plan to have dinner with him tonight, talk leisurely until midnight hit in and being the first person to wish him birthday. He goes to their bedroom to ask Jun to go for dinner with him. But the scene before his eyes shocked him. Jun already in his shirt, ready to go out. ‘Did he knows about my plan? And that’s why he already finished changing?’
Satoshi just about to open his mouth when Jun eyes met him and talk in rushed, “Satoshi, I’m gonna out for awhile. I won’t having my dinner at home, so eat something without me. And maybe I’ll come home late. Sleep first and don’t wait for me, right,”
“Hai, hai, Masaki. I’ll be there in sec. Wait for me, ne,” Jun went in flash while pick up his phone and talk. Satoshi did catch up what come out form his husband mouth and he just stand there like when he saw Jun with the other model last week. Without he notice, he can feel his cheek wet and when he touched it he knows that is due to his tear.
But he didn’t want this to end. He does love his husband. Maybe he’s not a talker and he wasn’t good with words, but he really loves him. REALLY REALLY LOVE HIM. Satoshi took the sketchbook that he going to give to Jun as one of his birthday present and dashed out from their home. He really glad that Jun install the GPS in their smartphone, so that he knows where Jun is heading.
There, Satoshi stand still in front of hotel and he can see Jun entering the restaurant that situated near the lounge. He went inside and sits not far from Jun’s table. As he though, the other model named Masaki already waiting for him there and he looks pretty drunk for Satoshi. Just as Jun arrive at the table, the model jump on him and flop into Jun’s hug. The unwanted feeling creep in again. Satoshi can’t clearly hear what the other model talks since he seems didn’t talk properly. But he can clearly hear Jun’s answer.
“Don’t be like this, Masaki. You know that I love you. I won’t leave you, Masaki,” That was enough for Satoshi. It looks like it’s the end for them. He calls for the waiter and pass him the sketchbook that he hold earlier. “Can you help me? Please pass this to the customer behind me when he about to left. Can you do that for me?”
The waiter nods and takes the sketchbook with him. Satoshi left the hotel and went to his home. No. It’s their home that he lives with his husband now. It’s his old apartment that he still rent to keep some of his artwork and sometime he does drop there to finish his work. He call Nino since he really needs to talk to someone. It is the first time he loves for someone and his first heartbreak.
Nino came in rushed. Satoshi cried at the moment he saw Nino’s face. Nino just hug him and rock his body to calm his sobs. He told Nino everything. About the scene he saw when he drop by at Jun’s workplace, how Jun say he love the other model, about what he saw and heard at the restaurant earlier. He pours it all out. Nino be a good listener and just be there for him.
Satoshi is never a good drinker but he already at hid 7th can of beer that night. He just needs more alcohol inside his vein. He needs to forget all his pain. He is too drunk to realize the present of another person at his room. Too drunk to realize he is not in Nino arm anymore. But the cologne of the other awakes him. They spend their life together almost 1 year and alcohol won’t cloud his memory of his husband smell.
“You! What are you doing here! Go there! Go! To your model! I don’t want to see you!” Satoshi quite angry at Jun and resist in Jun’s hug but Jun won’t let him go. Nino already left earlier. Nino is the one that open the door for him. He almost got punched on his face when Nino scolds at him, about him making Satoshi cry. But he properly talk to Nino that everything is just a misunderstanding. It is not easy to convince Nino but, he need to before he can meet Satoshi.
Satoshi continuing crying in his hold and let it all out. All his jealousy. All his suspicions. Jun realize it is his mistake not to talk to Satoshi about all this from the beginning. It looks that Satoshi is too tired and fall asleep in his arm. Jun carry him to his bedroom and lay him on the mattress. He put the sketchbook at the bedside table before face his husband and hug him to sleep. Seriously, this wasn’t what he want to be the first thing in his birthday and he determined that those couple gonna pay for this later.
***
Satoshi wake up with throbbing head. Then, he realizes that he is not on their bedroom. One by one memory from last night pass his mind and there he notice that he sleep in Jun’s arm. He quickly sits upright and pushes Jun until the other fall beside the bed. Jun wakes from the sudden fall and look at Satoshi.
“What are you doing here? Didn’t you spend your night with your loved one?” Satoshi pout and try to stand up but Jun immediately pull him down and he fall into Jun’s embrace. Jun hug him tight and he really resist him but it seems that the model posses larger amount of strength than him. “Yes. I did spend time with my loved one last night. Until morning. Until now,”
Jun tried to kiss him but he dodges it well. “You know what I meant right? Don’t play dumb. Let me go if you don’t want me anymore,”
Satoshi stare blankly at the wall, resist his tears from fall. He can feel Jun stiffen and his hold loosen. He let it like that. “Didn’t you love me anymore, Satoshi?”
Jun’s voice crack. Satoshi notice that. But his heart also cracks. “It is not me that not loving you. I do love you, you know. Love you with all my heart. But it is you that not loving me anymore. It is you who having other lover behind my back,”
Jun smiles hearing his husband confession. His hand going up and cupping his husband face before his him senselessly. He tries his best not to respond to the kiss and then he heard Jun’s grumble before he exert more towards the kiss. There, Satoshi loss at the battle. His body betrays him when they unconsciously wrap arounf the other neck and kissed him back. After a while, Jun broke the kiss and smile. Satoshi pout looking at the winner smile on Jun’s face. “Thanks for the birthday kiss,”
“That was not your birthday kiss. It was your goodbye kiss. I’m leaving,”
“No, no. You’re not leaving before hear me out, Satoshi. It is misunderstanding, honey,”
“I don’t think other people will say ‘I Love You’ to other people than his husband or loved one,”
“There are,”
“For who?”
“Family?”
“Family? Jun, what are you trying to say here? I don’t get it all,”
“Masaki. The model that you saw me last night, he is my brother. My half-brother,” Satoshi’s jaw drop hearing at that. He never hear about Jun having half-brother. Furthermore, he didn’t notice him neither during their wedding ceremony nor their wedding reception. As Jun can read his mind, he did answer his question, “He can’t attend our wedding since he was having fashion show oversea,”
“Then, the last time when you say you would make up for his birthday-”
“Because we always celebrate it every year but not last year. His birthday is on 24th December, Christmas Eve. Last year Christmas Eve-”
“You are with me for our one month anniversary. Then, last night at the restaurant?”
“Ah, that one. He just moody since his boyfriend too busy to accompany him yesterday,”
“He already have boyfriend?”
“Yes. Newscaster. Sakurai Sho, if I’m not mistaken,”
“Jya, all this time,”
“Yes. You are mistaken about us, and partly it was my mistake not to introduce Masaki-nii to you. So, no need to feel jealous anymore, ne” Jun pinch Satoshi’s nose before bit it lightly. Satoshi become embarrass that Jun can see directly into his heart
“Wh-who said that I’m j-je-jealous?” Satoshi try to hide his redden face but Jun cup his cheek so that their eyes met. He try not to look at the other eyes, but he can’t. It’s been a long time since they spend their time doing nothing other than looking at each other eyes. Letting the eyes talks their heart out, “Hai, I admit. I feel a little bit jealous toward Masaki-nii,”
“You know, I’m not mad at you. At your jealousy. At least, I can hear your love confession. It’s rare you know, to hear your heart out,”
“You know, that I’m not good with word,”
“Yes, yes, I know. That’s why I’m gonna treasure this moment,” Jun pulls him back into his embrace. “And thank you for your present,”
“Present?”
“Yeah. Those sketchbook you hand over to the waiter. I don’t know you made such thing for me. It’s beautiful, Toshi” Satoshi suddenly feels proud hearing to his husband praises.
“Actually I have another present. But at my work space at home,” Jun put distance a bit to properly look at Satoshi face. “You do?”
“Un. I’m planning to have dinner with you and pass time leisurely until midnight before wishing you birthday and pass the present. But as you know, thing turns messed up and,”
“No need to talk anymore. I do know the feel of jealousy,”
“Eh, you do?”
“Un, the Chinen boy. He likes you, you know,”
“Eh, really? I don’t think so, really,”
“You’re too carefree to see it, Toshi. Therefore, no more going out with that Chinen boy unless you bring Nino with you, okay,”
“Hai, sir,” Satoshi smile to the request before slump into Jun’s hold. They lay down lazily playing with their intertwined fingers.
“Oh yeah, Happy Birthday, Jun,” Satoshi said with lips on Jun’s cheek.
“Because we missed your plan last night, how about carrying it out today. I got my free day and we can pass it as your plan,” Satoshi agrees to the suggestion. They stand up and back to their home. Satoshi re-plan his birthday-date in his mind and this time, he must carry it out successfully. As, there is still another present awaits Jun at their home.
Yeah. This time. No more jealousy. Although is put up some spices in their marriage life, but he think he doesn’t need it too often since it’s too hurt for them. Yeah. It’s their time now.
END
a/n: Yay!! This is the continuation for Unmei no Hito one-shot. Hope you guys like it ^^. Still, I don’t really familiar with the genre and rating. Please be kind with me. Gomen ne~
This fic is written for Jun’s birthday and I need to apologize to Oh-chan. Gomen ne, Oh-chan…I messed up with your age. Hontou ni gomen ne~
p/s: By the way, English is not my native language, pardon for any grammar mistakes and lack of vocab ne~ Comments are loved ^^
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Date: 2016-09-27 01:13 pm (UTC)And all that kissing made my heart go blue and violet.
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Date: 2016-09-27 04:11 pm (UTC)The story is cute, though, and I'm sure by writing more the author's English will improve.
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Date: 2016-09-27 11:17 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-09-28 06:12 am (UTC)Yeah, still working hard to improve my English.. Thanks for the opinion 😊😊
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Date: 2016-09-28 06:09 am (UTC)Glad you like the story ::>_<::
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Date: 2016-09-28 07:02 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-09-27 04:25 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-09-28 06:12 am (UTC)Glad you love it *^▁^*